it happened again.

i had another one of those stupid dreams where i was forgotten and i ended up in tears when i woke up again. it's not that i'm that pathetic to cry about me being forgotten but it's the thought that it could actually happen, like am i that insignificant for people to forget? yeah because the possibility of it happening is real. the fact that it can happen scares me and i dont know why i'm so afraid of that thought. ugh, whatever.