i cant sleep. i cant stop thinking. so many thoughts. someone make it end. please. i feel so worthless and i feel so irrelevant to everyone. anxiety is seeping through my entire body and i cant even comprehend what i feel or how i feel. i just know that no one should be going through this but i am. and i know some people are too. its so cruel. it feels like im losing my mind slowly, then all at once. just make it fucking end. i hate this i hate everything i hate it. why cant i just wake up tomorrow and feel good about myself why cant i just wake up tomorrow and know that im needed that im wanted why why cant i? i dont deserve to feel like this and no one should too. i feel so fucked up its incomprehensible. i dont even know who i am anymore. im not even halfway there and im forced to feel like this. i dont want to go through another night crying and thinking and feeling. i just want sleep.bis that really too much to ask for?