ive never felt like shit unlike any other day than today. i have no idea what overcame me. i couldnt keep it in school and im glad to say that i actually made it home without shedding a fucking tear. i feel so lonely even when im not alone and i cant help but think that it is true that people dont appreaciate my existence around them. my 2am thoughts became my 2pm thoughts and i hope so fucking much that this doesnt continue till tmr. i dont know what to do anymore or what to feel anymore. everything is so fucked up im so messed up i dont think i can take it anymore. i feel so hurt and alone and rejected and i cant even comprehend what im feeling now. what happened to me? someone help me. please.